I am a dork and I like it that way. Oh well. I love Astronomy but my first love is Writing. I like pushing myself to the untested-yet-limits and what not. I would love to meet people and share things that we might have in common. I live in not-so-simplicity as a gadget-freak and the non-average school-guy that I am. Being such, I attract unwanted attention and I like it.
If women have 'gut feel', then men work with evidences in homosexual relationships.
The only thing that I require on a relationship is the partner's word. Trust is vital for the connection to survive, sustain. Pretense tells us to be otherwise swept by our inaccuracies and biases. I am always fair in these few situations.
For a guy to feel something eerie in this kind of relationship, it must be true. I have proven this much with my past two boyfriends. I was left hanging.
Honestly, right now I don't think that things will ever be the same. You fool me once and you're off, but my maturity dictates me to look at the situation and try to roster reasons on why I should hold on. Hold on...?
I am holding on.
Now, I can only ask, what is wrong with me? People say I am boring, too predictable. Well, does that guy have the 'kick'? I don't think either. Is he good looking? Tell me. What have I done to deserve your infidelity? Maybe, I was right, I should have placed a guard on myself should things start to backfire. Now, I think I'm suffering from much of my dependencies. Things are falling off in front of my eyes but I can't save it fast. I didn't even have time to cry.
I am very, very, very afraid of losing you. Please, don't leave. I'm begging you.